A piano as heavy as my heart

Barbara Perrupato
1 min readNov 10, 2023
Photo by Sixian Li on Unsplash

In my dreams, I set the table
Bring all the fancy things you deserve
Laced towels on marble
Affection, gratitude, all I reserve

That same old window, curtains sheer
the warm light of a country given to us
Dusty carpets, bouncy tail, wooden sphere
Paper bills tell me a story, it cuts

Turning pages, calm in paces
Cornices, roses, way before the bruises

The sound is summer
Don't be a goner

I wish I could carry the piano
Like you carried me
I wish I could play for you
On an empty street

Music was your life
A secret you kept from me
The distance is so big
Would you ever believe?

A few years ago, we almost lost you
But you've never been the same
I search for memories scattered
Ignoring life's maim

Your silence speaks so loud
I hope you know I've only wanted to make you proud

26 years, wishing for much more
You gave me all the best memories
I could ever wish for

© Barbara Perrupato 2023. All Rights Reserved.

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Barbara Perrupato

Swiftie, book lover and enthusiast writer. I write when I am inspired, spilling my insides to the outside world.